Ive sat here thinking and going thru days thinking one how I can write in my blogs I just come to terms of what I want to say or how I want to say it! its annoying bc I want to write and share things that I do with who ever reads which I dont think is much...ive started taking a note pad around with me to keep up with what im thinking about, its not just the blogs its the videos on youtube as well I cant seem to get into it anymore, I dont think I want to do much makeup bc I dont wear it that much, and I dont wear anything big just the norm...
this summer has really flown by its almost aug I cant belive how fast its gone the 4th of july came quick I couldnt belive it...we grilled out and had a fun time watching the people who live around here shoot off fireworks...it was nice!
well like i said im sure I will come to terms and get things together so that my blogs will be better!
Thanks for reading! I think I like this for my font its much nicer!
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
Just cit chat
Im not even sure if anyone reads this blog....it says i have 4 followers but idk if they even read what I have to say I know im not a everyday blogger but to tell u the truth there is nothing in my life exciting that happens, i do the same stuff every day monday thru friday and sometimes my saturday and sundays are diffrent but its just the same old stuff I thought about just writing what i think I also tried to do cooking but in real i just cant figure out how i want it to be on the blog and when I start to think about it just gets me thinking that oh lord this is going to take so much time i have to do this do that put this put that wait for this and well its just to much ok like the cooking i have to cook it take pictures type out the blog post the pics and well its very time concuming but listen im going to give it one more try im very bored on the internet i need something to do a reason to get on
I have facebook and youtube but it gets boring when there is nothing to do idk but when i figure this out I will post a blog soon! until then
oh and if you read this blog please follow and let me know at least I wouldnt think im talking to the air!
I have facebook and youtube but it gets boring when there is nothing to do idk but when i figure this out I will post a blog soon! until then
oh and if you read this blog please follow and let me know at least I wouldnt think im talking to the air!
Friday, April 9, 2010
Needing a break!
I just dont understand why I have to give up things I want to do! ive got where im scared to go anywhere when my husband is home, I know i shouldnt be like that, but if somebodie calls me and he is here i dont go but im willing to go when he is at work! I know alot of people get mad when they call or ask me to go somewhere with them but i just cant help to stay here, Im scared if I leave I will come back to him drunk or have a bunch of people here! or not be here at all, it sucks having to be like this, everytime i say that I want to change it I never do, ive just been so stressed with bills and trying to find a job and everything else, I just want to scream, I guess im going to have to get out of this bc if I dont nobodie is going to want to do anything with me, SUCKS I know but i cant help it! if anybodie is out there reading this give me some advice, when i get over my allergys i will be making videos again, I hope anyway things have just been crazy! i want to make videos but just cant bring my self out of this depression stage but its got most to do with allergys they are not as bad as the other times but they are still bad, well i just think i need a break from all this and i have no way out, ive thought about going to the park but dang my allergys have got me down im just so blah that i just want to sleep, but im starting to feel a little better since ive been drinking water, ive been on the water diet for about 5 days and im liking it ive not drunk any sodas, ive been eatting the same foods but just smaller in the plate also what im going to do is start buying fruit and veggies(not in a can ) Im going to walk ive already started last weekend but i just want to make it an everyday thing, so that ive got it down ill keep my blog updated and let u know when ive started and got everything under control
Saturday, April 3, 2010
What if?
While im waiting for my peel off mask to dry I think I would write a blog, and since I have the time while my husband is watching Americans Most Wanted!
I was thinking today what if? what if I wasnt in the place im in now, what if I didnt marry my husband? what if I would have changed the road that leads me to where I am now? All these questions run through my head when im bored and just thinking, dont get me wrong I love my life even tho it might now go the way I want it to or my husband is mean that day or what ever the case may be, but the lord doesnt give us things we cant handle we can get through anything with him in our hearts,
I was on facebook the other day and a friend posted a video that got me thinking I mean REALLY thinking, it was about not telling others about the lord and how he helps u, well this boy was christan and he didnt even tell his friend about the lord, I will find the video and post a link to it so u can watch it is REALLY a video that makes u think, you know I dont go to church like i should I anit been to church in a few yrs but you know you dont have to go to church to prise the lord, but it is better so you can learn new things, I am hoping we can go in the morning but idk well I do know why im just lazy, but I know in my heart that I love the lord and I know he is there for me everyday and when I need him, all I have to do is talk to him and he will lead me through the hard times, and the worst times
so that video is what got me thinking what if? I know im in the place where I should be bc if I wasnt where I should be then I wouldnt be here, my husband is my hero he came in my life when I was going down the wrong rds and he teaches me things and he loves me even tho people tell me that he is no good, but they dont REALLY know him like I do, he is there for me when others are not, and I can say that he loves me! we are very happen, now we are no perfect and nobodie is, but I do know that we love each other,
ok brb the peel has hardened and it hard for me to move my face lol
ok back!
so thats really all I have to say! just think when u start asking your self that question, what if? just remember u are where u should be!
If anyone out there reads these then thanks so much for taking the time out of ur day to read my blog, I know it anit much but im learning, and getting this writing under control so thanks again and hope to see ur comment soon! and happy easter!
I was thinking today what if? what if I wasnt in the place im in now, what if I didnt marry my husband? what if I would have changed the road that leads me to where I am now? All these questions run through my head when im bored and just thinking, dont get me wrong I love my life even tho it might now go the way I want it to or my husband is mean that day or what ever the case may be, but the lord doesnt give us things we cant handle we can get through anything with him in our hearts,
I was on facebook the other day and a friend posted a video that got me thinking I mean REALLY thinking, it was about not telling others about the lord and how he helps u, well this boy was christan and he didnt even tell his friend about the lord, I will find the video and post a link to it so u can watch it is REALLY a video that makes u think, you know I dont go to church like i should I anit been to church in a few yrs but you know you dont have to go to church to prise the lord, but it is better so you can learn new things, I am hoping we can go in the morning but idk well I do know why im just lazy, but I know in my heart that I love the lord and I know he is there for me everyday and when I need him, all I have to do is talk to him and he will lead me through the hard times, and the worst times
so that video is what got me thinking what if? I know im in the place where I should be bc if I wasnt where I should be then I wouldnt be here, my husband is my hero he came in my life when I was going down the wrong rds and he teaches me things and he loves me even tho people tell me that he is no good, but they dont REALLY know him like I do, he is there for me when others are not, and I can say that he loves me! we are very happen, now we are no perfect and nobodie is, but I do know that we love each other,
ok brb the peel has hardened and it hard for me to move my face lol
ok back!
so thats really all I have to say! just think when u start asking your self that question, what if? just remember u are where u should be!
If anyone out there reads these then thanks so much for taking the time out of ur day to read my blog, I know it anit much but im learning, and getting this writing under control so thanks again and hope to see ur comment soon! and happy easter!
Thursday, April 1, 2010
YES im seeing some light!
Well he got the job!!! YES!!!! do you know how that makes me feel? relived to say the least!
and he started working last week, I couldnt be more happy, but you know when something good happens something bad its not far behind following,
Since he wasnt working for that period of time, the rent and most the bills slipped mostly the rent, and see here where I live if you dont pay ur rent by the 19th they are at the court on the 20th, and really these places are not all that, but its a place to live and ive got cheap rent and if it wasnt for the other things I would only be paying rent and lights, nothing else but anyway so yeah the rent got behind I mean i was paying it just a little at a time, and see I have a bad thing of not wanting to deal with people, idk what it is but I cant deal with people face to face, OK I know what it is it has to do with my self asteam but thats another blog in its self, SOOO anyway yeah they go to court on the 20th of EVERY month even if u talk to them and u are already on the list, u are there and the only way to get off is to pay, and SO it came my time to get on the list even tho i went up there and paid some on it and talked to her about it, didnt do much anyway so now I have to deal with that 2morrow and see what I have to do, idk if I have to still go or if they drop the claim since I paid ugh i cant stand this stuff, i guess we will all know 2morrow ill let u know what I have to do 2morrow
in other news I still anit found a job, UGH its really stressing me out that all my friends are finding work but me, you know I had a interview at a daycare and I didnt even get to go, that sucked but my husband cant help he has to work really if it wasnt for him then we couldnt keep things going, but I would like to work too, its really not fair that he can get up in the mornings and get ready and go out and see people and work while I have to stay here and clean and sit here looking at the 4 walls I mean I know I have TV and internet and a radio and all that but dang it gets so boring and having to deal with people coming around asking for my husband or calling, and watching all the people here leave for work, its just so annoying, ughhhh.....that I have to deal with all the drama and he gets to get be kinda care free!
No good news really only that he is working now, you know its harder for women to get jobs now unless you are in school for yrs and have ALOT and I mean ALOT of experiance so thats all I have to talk about, I will finish my other blog later and let you know whats going on with all the other things going on here...its never a dull moment let me tell you!!!
and he started working last week, I couldnt be more happy, but you know when something good happens something bad its not far behind following,
Since he wasnt working for that period of time, the rent and most the bills slipped mostly the rent, and see here where I live if you dont pay ur rent by the 19th they are at the court on the 20th, and really these places are not all that, but its a place to live and ive got cheap rent and if it wasnt for the other things I would only be paying rent and lights, nothing else but anyway so yeah the rent got behind I mean i was paying it just a little at a time, and see I have a bad thing of not wanting to deal with people, idk what it is but I cant deal with people face to face, OK I know what it is it has to do with my self asteam but thats another blog in its self, SOOO anyway yeah they go to court on the 20th of EVERY month even if u talk to them and u are already on the list, u are there and the only way to get off is to pay, and SO it came my time to get on the list even tho i went up there and paid some on it and talked to her about it, didnt do much anyway so now I have to deal with that 2morrow and see what I have to do, idk if I have to still go or if they drop the claim since I paid ugh i cant stand this stuff, i guess we will all know 2morrow ill let u know what I have to do 2morrow
in other news I still anit found a job, UGH its really stressing me out that all my friends are finding work but me, you know I had a interview at a daycare and I didnt even get to go, that sucked but my husband cant help he has to work really if it wasnt for him then we couldnt keep things going, but I would like to work too, its really not fair that he can get up in the mornings and get ready and go out and see people and work while I have to stay here and clean and sit here looking at the 4 walls I mean I know I have TV and internet and a radio and all that but dang it gets so boring and having to deal with people coming around asking for my husband or calling, and watching all the people here leave for work, its just so annoying, ughhhh.....that I have to deal with all the drama and he gets to get be kinda care free!
No good news really only that he is working now, you know its harder for women to get jobs now unless you are in school for yrs and have ALOT and I mean ALOT of experiance so thats all I have to talk about, I will finish my other blog later and let you know whats going on with all the other things going on here...its never a dull moment let me tell you!!!
Friday, February 12, 2010
No name!
Well I have no idea what to name this blog its going to be more like that last one! ramblings
Lets start with bad things have been happening....well for the past 3 weekends except last weekend its been SNOWING!!!!!!!!!!! now im all for snow but damn its been coming like crazy they say we only get a dusting this time well its not a dusting...dusting to me means light snow on the ground well this is more like a dusting of 3inches...and since this has been happening my husband has been out of work, he works in concrete and during the winter there anit much work...which SUCKS he dont want to do anything else dont know why but ugh...so he has been out of work for 3 weeks almost 4...I hope it changes soon im getting tired of doing without
ok good news I put in at alot of places well I got a call from a new store that is opening in my area, its a discount food store, I gave him my mamas number incase I couldnt answer the phone here...well he called her u know I put that app in yesterday online and he called me what can u say good luck! lol well he called her and she was out so she gave him my home number and ive been waiting but no call, im hoping he will call 2morrow hope hope hope bc i was saying all day today and yesterday that I hope he calls and BAM he calls idk I think I will like a job like this now mind you it has something to do with cashier but im sure I can handle it, im just going to have to stop worrying about what others are saying and just do the best I can... now heres my thing with cashier ok lets just face it i cant count change fast enough i know i know its grade school where u learn that but at the time I cared more about friends than i did about school even in high school now look where that got me...
you know if I had this life to do over I would change alot of things...I would be smarter about the things i do and would have chose my friend wisely...
I hope I get this job...
if you didnt know by now I have a cooking blog i only have a few ones up there but im working on my book so I can post more see how I do it is I sit and write them in my notebook so when im able to get them on the blog they will be there and all I have to do is copy it on there you know what I mean that way im not sitting here thinking of every detail that is SOO annoying...well I think its a good idea anyway
ok well ill update later im tried of typing and talking lol ttygl (talk to you guys later)
Lets start with bad things have been happening....well for the past 3 weekends except last weekend its been SNOWING!!!!!!!!!!! now im all for snow but damn its been coming like crazy they say we only get a dusting this time well its not a dusting...dusting to me means light snow on the ground well this is more like a dusting of 3inches...and since this has been happening my husband has been out of work, he works in concrete and during the winter there anit much work...which SUCKS he dont want to do anything else dont know why but ugh...so he has been out of work for 3 weeks almost 4...I hope it changes soon im getting tired of doing without
ok good news I put in at alot of places well I got a call from a new store that is opening in my area, its a discount food store, I gave him my mamas number incase I couldnt answer the phone here...well he called her u know I put that app in yesterday online and he called me what can u say good luck! lol well he called her and she was out so she gave him my home number and ive been waiting but no call, im hoping he will call 2morrow hope hope hope bc i was saying all day today and yesterday that I hope he calls and BAM he calls idk I think I will like a job like this now mind you it has something to do with cashier but im sure I can handle it, im just going to have to stop worrying about what others are saying and just do the best I can... now heres my thing with cashier ok lets just face it i cant count change fast enough i know i know its grade school where u learn that but at the time I cared more about friends than i did about school even in high school now look where that got me...
you know if I had this life to do over I would change alot of things...I would be smarter about the things i do and would have chose my friend wisely...
I hope I get this job...
if you didnt know by now I have a cooking blog i only have a few ones up there but im working on my book so I can post more see how I do it is I sit and write them in my notebook so when im able to get them on the blog they will be there and all I have to do is copy it on there you know what I mean that way im not sitting here thinking of every detail that is SOO annoying...well I think its a good idea anyway
ok well ill update later im tried of typing and talking lol ttygl (talk to you guys later)
Monday, January 25, 2010
alot of stuff in one
Ok so i anit wrote a blog in a while...
so nothing much to make of an update nothing really going on here just same stuff...im not really into making videos I mean I want to make them but something is always holding me back!
I have got into cooking tho, Ive been cooking alot lately mostly mexican stuff tho...but its all in all bc I love mexican food...im going to try and make it a must to post blogs I really need to talk to someone about the things I think and stuff that I dont really want to tell people I know, I know im going to start carrying a book with me so I can write stuff in it to post and things...
but anyway back to the videos I really really want to make videos but seeing how my labtop is out at the moment and I dont have the money to pay to get it fix so I have to wait and use this desktop but hey im not knocking it but it would be great if I could just take my labtop everywhere with me and if I think of something i can just type it down you know! but on well im pretty sure it has a virus and well thats $80 so it will just be sitting on its little table until I get the money to give away to fix ahh I so wish I can find a job
so with that on to my next topic JOBS i tell you they are a needle in a hay stack you find one you want and then it just like goes away like damn it took me weeks or months to find you and then WAM ur gone...for someone who was dumb and dropped out of school and hasnt worked many jobs in the past it sucks its like they want someone but when you go for the interveiw they say well ill call you i have blah blah blah i mean come on I need a job you need someone so please give me a chance they act like you are asking for new house and they are trying to deside if u can afford the house payments i mean come on if im there that means I need a job I dont see why the offer those questions on there online apps
I seems like they are just there to judge you on what kind of person you are, AHH idk its just alot to take it at the moment, they dont understand
and everyone is like well you dont have a job so i cant help you well hell dont u think I want a job,
thats what is mostly stressing me out!
ok so on to the next
Im trying to get my ged but I cant seem for the life of me make the time to get on there, hince why I havent made a video or even wrote a blog, I started this blog so I can get my thoughts out but guess im going to have to try harder...to make this work!
oh well i have a few videos that I want to make so i guess I better get to the and get to my school work also then I have to clean house and make dinner! ugh this is my day to day its always the same never changed! im hoping I can get a webcam so I can start making videos easier but im not settleing for a busted cam I want one thats desent you know!
ok well im really gone now..see you guys 2morrow
so nothing much to make of an update nothing really going on here just same stuff...im not really into making videos I mean I want to make them but something is always holding me back!
I have got into cooking tho, Ive been cooking alot lately mostly mexican stuff tho...but its all in all bc I love mexican food...im going to try and make it a must to post blogs I really need to talk to someone about the things I think and stuff that I dont really want to tell people I know, I know im going to start carrying a book with me so I can write stuff in it to post and things...
but anyway back to the videos I really really want to make videos but seeing how my labtop is out at the moment and I dont have the money to pay to get it fix so I have to wait and use this desktop but hey im not knocking it but it would be great if I could just take my labtop everywhere with me and if I think of something i can just type it down you know! but on well im pretty sure it has a virus and well thats $80 so it will just be sitting on its little table until I get the money to give away to fix ahh I so wish I can find a job
so with that on to my next topic JOBS i tell you they are a needle in a hay stack you find one you want and then it just like goes away like damn it took me weeks or months to find you and then WAM ur gone...for someone who was dumb and dropped out of school and hasnt worked many jobs in the past it sucks its like they want someone but when you go for the interveiw they say well ill call you i have blah blah blah i mean come on I need a job you need someone so please give me a chance they act like you are asking for new house and they are trying to deside if u can afford the house payments i mean come on if im there that means I need a job I dont see why the offer those questions on there online apps
I seems like they are just there to judge you on what kind of person you are, AHH idk its just alot to take it at the moment, they dont understand
and everyone is like well you dont have a job so i cant help you well hell dont u think I want a job,
thats what is mostly stressing me out!
ok so on to the next
Im trying to get my ged but I cant seem for the life of me make the time to get on there, hince why I havent made a video or even wrote a blog, I started this blog so I can get my thoughts out but guess im going to have to try harder...to make this work!
oh well i have a few videos that I want to make so i guess I better get to the and get to my school work also then I have to clean house and make dinner! ugh this is my day to day its always the same never changed! im hoping I can get a webcam so I can start making videos easier but im not settleing for a busted cam I want one thats desent you know!
ok well im really gone now..see you guys 2morrow
Monday, December 21, 2009
Dec 21 2009
Ok so there is 3 days til christmas WHAT i mean its flu by SOOO fast, its just like a week ago was thanksgiving....its crazy how time goes by SO fast and its feels like you were sleeping and wake up 2 months later and wonder where it went...
So things are going good here, I posted a video well make that 2 videos on youtube, Im happy that I got to, I plan on makeing more, its nice to interact with other people, so that you can get their views on things, I feel that if you talk to family or friends they just suger coat things to make you feel better, and its nice to meet others who like the same things or feel the same way about things as you do,
So christmas is in a few days really im not ready for it, things just wasnt great this year job wise, my husband just hasnt got much work so I didnt get to go christmas shopping this yr you know in my family it makes me feel bad bc they have money to do things, and buy everyone something, I just dont feel like going anywhere, I dont have money like they do...and it feels like to me that they show off like they are better, you know I already feel like crap bc of it I dont need to feel worse,
Its not like I choose not to buy its that I cant, if I did then I would not be able to pay my bills, its not FAIR but nothing I can do about it I guess...I just dont like having to feel like crap bc i cant buy anyone nothing, im suppose to go to my grandmas house on the 24th I dont think im going
You know christmas is about family and the lord and I think people have just lost the REAL meaning, they think its all about shopping and spending money and going broke so that you are paying for those things that you put on your credit cards the whole new year, while it might be nice to see all those smiling faces but sometimes u should look behind it to see the frowning ones....its just not fair it really anit...this is the frist yr I cant do anything and I just feel like crap...see my husband has not got to work this week either it iced over the weekend and there was still some left over so no work today...and also bc it was below 20 degrees so we are guessing no work for 2morrow either and wedesday as well so that means nothing bc christmas is thursday and friday and then the weekend which he dont work so he want be going back to work til monday next week...which just sucks so that mean no money this week but ugh whatever...im just so over it...well I guess thats all i have to talk about now, I dont want to worry no more about anything...
Until next time....
So things are going good here, I posted a video well make that 2 videos on youtube, Im happy that I got to, I plan on makeing more, its nice to interact with other people, so that you can get their views on things, I feel that if you talk to family or friends they just suger coat things to make you feel better, and its nice to meet others who like the same things or feel the same way about things as you do,
So christmas is in a few days really im not ready for it, things just wasnt great this year job wise, my husband just hasnt got much work so I didnt get to go christmas shopping this yr you know in my family it makes me feel bad bc they have money to do things, and buy everyone something, I just dont feel like going anywhere, I dont have money like they do...and it feels like to me that they show off like they are better, you know I already feel like crap bc of it I dont need to feel worse,
Its not like I choose not to buy its that I cant, if I did then I would not be able to pay my bills, its not FAIR but nothing I can do about it I guess...I just dont like having to feel like crap bc i cant buy anyone nothing, im suppose to go to my grandmas house on the 24th I dont think im going
You know christmas is about family and the lord and I think people have just lost the REAL meaning, they think its all about shopping and spending money and going broke so that you are paying for those things that you put on your credit cards the whole new year, while it might be nice to see all those smiling faces but sometimes u should look behind it to see the frowning ones....its just not fair it really anit...this is the frist yr I cant do anything and I just feel like crap...see my husband has not got to work this week either it iced over the weekend and there was still some left over so no work today...and also bc it was below 20 degrees so we are guessing no work for 2morrow either and wedesday as well so that means nothing bc christmas is thursday and friday and then the weekend which he dont work so he want be going back to work til monday next week...which just sucks so that mean no money this week but ugh whatever...im just so over it...well I guess thats all i have to talk about now, I dont want to worry no more about anything...
Until next time....
Monday, December 14, 2009
So Today!
So today im going to and mean it im going to make a video, you know i dont understand why its so hard for me to even make one...i just dont understand what takes up my time, you know I could just be lazy yeah thats it im lazy LOL!!
Im hoping to get one up today by the evening, hoping to be uploading it while cooking dinner! I will probley start a new blog with things I cook, I have been reading cooking vlogs on here and would like to try my hand at a few! I know how to cook alot of things sometimes I just sit in the kitchen and think of ideas and just throw it together, but most of the time I think of easy way like ok ill go online and look up something that I want to make and then start taking out things and adding my own, bc not every state has the same products,
you know another thing stopping me from making videos is cleaning I do alot of that everyday im cleaning or doing something! but you wouldnt think that by my room lol its always a mess idk but I was thinking of redoing it, my room is so small tho and i share it with my husband and it suppose to be the master bedroom ugh but its so small! so anyway I thought since I clean alot and know ALOT of things about cleaning, I would add that to my video channel, I could help other people with cleaning problems or ideas
Im just not that into makeup anymore i mean dont get me wrong I LOVE it and im still addicted but since my husband is the only one working I cant go out and by makeup everyday or week so ive been thinking of making the best of it, I dont want to get rid my my channel and I was thinking about making a new one but that is in the back of my mind right now im going to post it on my makeup channel and if things dont go good on there then i will think about making another youtube channel not sure just thinking
im also hoping when i get this blogging thing figured out I will be able to stay on topic like most bloggers do, like only talk about one thing a day or in each blog...im just now getting the hang of it I had a blog b4 and it wasnt a very good blog I just didnt have anything to talk about but now that im starting to think while im doing the dishes or vaccuming or washing clothes i just think about what I want to talk to you guys about or what I want to make a video about, Im hoping to get all my cleaning done today so that I can make a video,
the big problem is when my husband comes up im with him until we go to bed...i might have to start doing the videos while he is sleeping or something, you know its really hard when u have 3 other people in the house while you are trying to do them, you are scared or dont want to speak out where they can hear you,
my husband of course knows that I make the videos but I just dont like to do it in front of him, im sure you can relate...
ok so from here on out im going to start my cooking blog ill post it in a post so you can check it out I already have my first post! so look out for that...
thanks for listening to me ramble about nothing LOL
Im hoping to get one up today by the evening, hoping to be uploading it while cooking dinner! I will probley start a new blog with things I cook, I have been reading cooking vlogs on here and would like to try my hand at a few! I know how to cook alot of things sometimes I just sit in the kitchen and think of ideas and just throw it together, but most of the time I think of easy way like ok ill go online and look up something that I want to make and then start taking out things and adding my own, bc not every state has the same products,
you know another thing stopping me from making videos is cleaning I do alot of that everyday im cleaning or doing something! but you wouldnt think that by my room lol its always a mess idk but I was thinking of redoing it, my room is so small tho and i share it with my husband and it suppose to be the master bedroom ugh but its so small! so anyway I thought since I clean alot and know ALOT of things about cleaning, I would add that to my video channel, I could help other people with cleaning problems or ideas
Im just not that into makeup anymore i mean dont get me wrong I LOVE it and im still addicted but since my husband is the only one working I cant go out and by makeup everyday or week so ive been thinking of making the best of it, I dont want to get rid my my channel and I was thinking about making a new one but that is in the back of my mind right now im going to post it on my makeup channel and if things dont go good on there then i will think about making another youtube channel not sure just thinking
im also hoping when i get this blogging thing figured out I will be able to stay on topic like most bloggers do, like only talk about one thing a day or in each blog...im just now getting the hang of it I had a blog b4 and it wasnt a very good blog I just didnt have anything to talk about but now that im starting to think while im doing the dishes or vaccuming or washing clothes i just think about what I want to talk to you guys about or what I want to make a video about, Im hoping to get all my cleaning done today so that I can make a video,
the big problem is when my husband comes up im with him until we go to bed...i might have to start doing the videos while he is sleeping or something, you know its really hard when u have 3 other people in the house while you are trying to do them, you are scared or dont want to speak out where they can hear you,
my husband of course knows that I make the videos but I just dont like to do it in front of him, im sure you can relate...
ok so from here on out im going to start my cooking blog ill post it in a post so you can check it out I already have my first post! so look out for that...
thanks for listening to me ramble about nothing LOL
Monday, December 7, 2009
UGH
I can never do what I plan to do!
I planned on making a video and posted it 2night but yet again I had a bunch of things to do 1st I had to clean my house lay something out for dinner, then I had to get ready go with my mother to pay my light bill THEN we stopped by verzion where I got me a new phone, I have always had a camera phone and it SUCKS that I dont ugh but Im going to work my way up I guess, anyway after that I came home and started cooking while dinner was cooking I was going to make that video well yet again something knocked me out of it, I started messing with my new phone like a kid in the candy store, well 1st i set the ringtone that I liked then I started adding the numbers from my old phone to it, then i was playing around ugh idk but then i got side tracked and supper was done so i had to eat!!! then after that I had to clean the kitchen then my show was on so i paused it and took a shower dried my hair then started watching my show ugh and 2morrow my best friend is having her baby so ill be there with her most of the day OMG and then!!!!!!! wedesday I have to take my grandma to the store SO MAYBE just MAYBE I can make a video either wedesday night or thursday eveining! and now im TIRED wow seeing it on here as i type make it look like a lot but its good i like staying busy I just want to make a video for you guys im ready to come back and chat it up! lol
SO I hope things are slower wedesday idk i might just record one 2morrow night im so tired right now im not going to be able to record it now, I just wanted to post a blog letting u guys know ok dokie im done to bed talk to you guys 2morrow!!!
I planned on making a video and posted it 2night but yet again I had a bunch of things to do 1st I had to clean my house lay something out for dinner, then I had to get ready go with my mother to pay my light bill THEN we stopped by verzion where I got me a new phone, I have always had a camera phone and it SUCKS that I dont ugh but Im going to work my way up I guess, anyway after that I came home and started cooking while dinner was cooking I was going to make that video well yet again something knocked me out of it, I started messing with my new phone like a kid in the candy store, well 1st i set the ringtone that I liked then I started adding the numbers from my old phone to it, then i was playing around ugh idk but then i got side tracked and supper was done so i had to eat!!! then after that I had to clean the kitchen then my show was on so i paused it and took a shower dried my hair then started watching my show ugh and 2morrow my best friend is having her baby so ill be there with her most of the day OMG and then!!!!!!! wedesday I have to take my grandma to the store SO MAYBE just MAYBE I can make a video either wedesday night or thursday eveining! and now im TIRED wow seeing it on here as i type make it look like a lot but its good i like staying busy I just want to make a video for you guys im ready to come back and chat it up! lol
SO I hope things are slower wedesday idk i might just record one 2morrow night im so tired right now im not going to be able to record it now, I just wanted to post a blog letting u guys know ok dokie im done to bed talk to you guys 2morrow!!!
Sunday, December 6, 2009
New change
Hey everybodie
So I know its been awhile since i posted a blog or a video on youtube well thats about to change I just needed some time to think about what I wanted to talk about and share with you guys SO in the next coming days I will be posting videos on youtube here are a few videos that I already plan on coming out with
My new intro/im back video
a few hair style videos
a christmas makeup video like the makeup ill be wearing on chirstmas
and a new change that will come is that im going to be vlogging there now so i will have a vlog up coming soon i will talk more about that in my new intro/im back video, Im just not that much into makeup right now i guess you can say I hit a spot but I have not been wearing it much either and when I do its just everyday type of stuff so YEAH! im exicted to be coming back and look forward to making them so you are going to see a way new way im going to start making videos im also going to just start winging them also so im not going to keep recording them over and over just to get it right im just going to wing it and post it
bc its my channel and I should not have to worry about being perfect! but anyway
im also going to try and keep this updated with the things that go on in my life bc I just dont have no one to talk to except my hubby and i only can tell him so much you know...so look for that also i will prob put them in a video too but just dont know, i need a way to vent and ive thought about this and just think its the best way
so if you have any requests you can just message me here OR on youtube or you can just email me
Kellym28081@yahoo.com
my 1st video will be on monday 12/07/09 so look for that YAY glad to be back
So I know its been awhile since i posted a blog or a video on youtube well thats about to change I just needed some time to think about what I wanted to talk about and share with you guys SO in the next coming days I will be posting videos on youtube here are a few videos that I already plan on coming out with
My new intro/im back video
a few hair style videos
a christmas makeup video like the makeup ill be wearing on chirstmas
and a new change that will come is that im going to be vlogging there now so i will have a vlog up coming soon i will talk more about that in my new intro/im back video, Im just not that much into makeup right now i guess you can say I hit a spot but I have not been wearing it much either and when I do its just everyday type of stuff so YEAH! im exicted to be coming back and look forward to making them so you are going to see a way new way im going to start making videos im also going to just start winging them also so im not going to keep recording them over and over just to get it right im just going to wing it and post it
bc its my channel and I should not have to worry about being perfect! but anyway
im also going to try and keep this updated with the things that go on in my life bc I just dont have no one to talk to except my hubby and i only can tell him so much you know...so look for that also i will prob put them in a video too but just dont know, i need a way to vent and ive thought about this and just think its the best way
so if you have any requests you can just message me here OR on youtube or you can just email me
Kellym28081@yahoo.com
my 1st video will be on monday 12/07/09 so look for that YAY glad to be back
Saturday, September 19, 2009
What is up with MEN!
So what is up with me?
They like to leave you at home alone for hrs at a time, and think when they come home you are suppose to be kissing their feet and have supper on the table!
well if you would be home at a desent hr or when you told me u were coming then I would have fixed u something....
ALSO they think they can do whatever and then come home and u will give them some... well not this white girl!
I use to give into my husband when were dating but see you have them when you are married once ur married they anit going nowhere belive that they probley say Im leaving or whatever but they want they are just talking crap bc if they wanted to leave they wouldnt have married you!
dont let them fool you!
another thing they do well some of them but all of them do it at some point!
like when you are in bed ready to go to sleep or sitting at the computer relaxing after a long day and they call you to go to the store or they need something and they are just bugging the CRAP out of u til u do it
and they think u should just get up and take them ugh thats not fair to you!
well here today im stopping ALL!!!! of that im not doing that anymore now i know ur suppose to help ur husband and be there for him but shit he takes advantage... so idk where I was going with all this but im just so fed up with men thinking they can treat us anyway they want and we listen
well this girl is TIRED and i mean TIRED so change is coming and here to stay
ill tell yall some storys about us in the next blog and belive me they some crazy ones
Ok well im off here for now its 11:15pm here going to bed!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Peanut butter and Jelly and others
OK
SO I love me some peanut butter and jelly sandwiches OMG!!!! do I
but it HAS to HAS to be the one that is mixed together u know the ones that are like striped in the jar.....I'm so mad that I cant find a picture I hope u know what I'm talking about but that's the only one I want
I feel that well if u put peanut butter on one side of the bread and then on the other jelly um well i don't think its the same to me....
idk maybe its just me! but I don't think its the same, Peanut butter and jelly sandwiches are the BEST i could probley live on them
OK ALSO I CANT live out my MAC and CHEESE NOT!!!! that cheap shit either it has to be Kraft some unnamed brand foods I can handle but mac and cheese it has to be Kraft!
I like to add ham or hot dogs to it sometimes too...
Another fave meal would have to be meatloaf maybe one day I will make a video on my YouTube channel making my meatloaf
SORRY NO PIC OF CABBAGE EVERY PIC THEY HAD MADE IT LOOK NASTY!!!
NOT LIKE GMA MAKES IT!
oh man and I love cabbage and sausage too but dont eat much of that!
Funny story about the cabbage and sausage
when I was younger my dad (whom I dont speak too any more bc of person reasons that I might write about soon) he use to make i EVERY SUNDAY bc that is race day you know! ugh couldnt stand the stuff so with many years feeding it to the dog!!
so when my mom and him desided they didnt like each other nomore I didnt have to eat that stuff ever again
so many more years down the rd after i moved out of my moms house and got married my grandma which who comes around ALOT now made it one day she said do u like cabbage i said EWWWWWWW NO!!!! and it brought back bad memories...she said well u will like it when I make it so she made supper at my house that night and asked me to take it and I was like WHAT thats cabbage NO!!! it cant be so something she done to it idk
At first I thought hum she is giving me something else but nope in fact she gave me cabbage idk but now i think about it cabbage is good for you I like it raw in this mexican dish I make called pazole omg i love that stuff I might make that one day too its REALLY easy there all kinds of ways to make it! but I only know one
oh MAN and last but not least I LOVE!!!!! hot dogs oh man when the summer comes around I just love them hot dogs I like sitting outside while my hubby grills some on the grill and enjoying the summer to bad its about over oh well it dont have to be summer to have hot dogs u can either grill them up on ur home griddle or just boil them in water I think putting them on the gas grill is way better but if i had the choice of griddle or boiling them i would so boil them they are way better than griddle for weight reasons but if u anit watching the belt then griddle them up....i like the grill marks it makes it look like they are done on the grill outside lol!!!
ok so my LAST!!! fave meal is enchiladas Oh MAN!!! i love those Mexican is my FAV thing EVER!!!
it could be that im married to a mexican that has something to do with it but hey its good food well if you eat it made right...everytime we are going out to eat he will say what u want to eat and ill tell him MEXICAN!!!!!! YUMMMM I love mexican i just cant say it enough! there is alot of things i love and im starting to get into hot foods....like the other day I was craving something hot, i told hubby...
ME: hubby I want something hot! well not to hot just enough to know that its hot lol
HUBBY: WHAT you want something hot um Okkee
ME: so what are we going to fix?
HUBBY:Lets make chilie con pollo
ME: OK
mind u the chilies were not that hot he only gets me the spicy stuff nothing super hot!
he made some stuff one day with those and it was HOT!!! i could not handle it!
well thats all i can think of at the moment please belive I will be making another blog talking about my fave foods
so until 2morrow see ya on that flip side!!! :)
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
OK!
So yeah I know its been a long bit!
My frist post was in july the last day at that...and here it is already September!
WHOA!!! this month has SUCKED!!! I have alot of things going on and they just seem to be getting worse!
but its ok im getting through it...
right now im not into much of anything I just watch tv and taking care of me and my house!
REALLY there is nothing to do!
So this video is just a update of things going on
Life is just crazy!!! see here where I live there is not much jobs and right now I REALLY need one alot of places are not hiring bc they have NO!! buss and that is sad!
idk but I just wish someone could call me!
ANYWAY on a better note!
I was sitting here one day writing my cousin who is in jail and my husband said why do you have to have music on just to write a letter and I said well it getting me thinking and it REALLY does! without music I cant think right!
Right now im really into spainsh music idk what it is about that type of music but it just gets me going!
I like alot of diffrent kinds of music and people hate on the type of music u like what does it matter what they say You anit telling them what to listen too!
idk ever since I got with my husband I just like spainsh is there something wrong with that um I think NOT!!!
its not up to them what I like im my own person and can listen to what I want UGH!!! that just drives me insane!
Im getting use to writing in this blog so if i just to diffrent things just let me know if u dont understand and please remember im working on it!
Well this is the end seen yall manana!!!
Friday, July 31, 2009
Hey Guys
Hey everyone
this is my blog I had another one but desided to change to here
like I said change is on my channel thats what im going to be doing
SOOOO
I made this blog for things that are in my videos or will be in my videos
and anything else i want to post about so feel free to let me know of anything you want
to see and ill add it to the list
I hope to hear from everyone soon
I will be making a video starting sunday so look for that!
YAY im so excited to be starting over and making a change so that
I can help others so YAYYYY!!!
I will post a video SOON
letting you know the places where you can also contact me!
so look for that also
and thanks to everyone!
cant wait to get started
until next time!
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