So Today!

So today im going to and mean it im going to make a video, you know i dont understand why its so hard for me to even make one...i just dont understand what takes up my time, you know I could just be lazy yeah thats it im lazy LOL!!

Im hoping to get one up today by the evening, hoping to be uploading it while cooking dinner! I will probley start a new blog with things I cook, I have been reading cooking vlogs on here and would like to try my hand at a few! I know how to cook alot of things sometimes I just sit in the kitchen and think of ideas and just throw it together, but most of the time I think of easy way like ok ill go online and look up something that I want to make and then start taking out things and adding my own, bc not every state has the same products,

you know another thing stopping me from making videos is cleaning I do alot of that everyday im cleaning or doing something! but you wouldnt think that by my room lol its always a mess idk but I was thinking of redoing it, my room is so small tho and i share it with my husband and it suppose to be the master bedroom ugh but its so small! so anyway I thought since I clean alot and know ALOT of things about cleaning, I would add that to my video channel, I could help other people with cleaning problems or ideas

Im just not that into makeup anymore i mean dont get me wrong I LOVE it and im still addicted but since my husband is the only one working I cant go out and by makeup everyday or week so ive been thinking of making the best of it, I dont want to get rid my my channel and I was thinking about making a new one but that is in the back of my mind right now im going to post it on my makeup channel and if things dont go good on there then i will think about making another youtube channel not sure just thinking

im also hoping when i get this blogging thing figured out I will be able to stay on topic like most bloggers do, like only talk about one thing a day or in each blog...im just now getting the hang of it I had a blog b4 and it wasnt a very good blog I just didnt have anything to talk about but now that im starting to think while im doing the dishes or vaccuming or washing clothes i just think about what I want to talk to you guys about or what I want to make a video about, Im hoping to get all my cleaning done today so that I can make a video,
the big problem is when my husband comes up im with him until we go to bed...i might have to start doing the videos while he is sleeping or something, you know its really hard when u have 3 other people in the house while you are trying to do them, you are scared or dont want to speak out where they can hear you,
my husband of course knows that I make the videos but I just dont like to do it in front of him, im sure you can relate...

ok so from here on out im going to start my cooking blog ill post it in a post so you can check it out I already have my first post! so look out for that...

thanks for listening to me ramble about nothing LOL