Ok so i anit wrote a blog in a while...
so nothing much to make of an update nothing really going on here just same stuff...im not really into making videos I mean I want to make them but something is always holding me back!
I have got into cooking tho, Ive been cooking alot lately mostly mexican stuff tho...but its all in all bc I love mexican food...im going to try and make it a must to post blogs I really need to talk to someone about the things I think and stuff that I dont really want to tell people I know, I know im going to start carrying a book with me so I can write stuff in it to post and things...
but anyway back to the videos I really really want to make videos but seeing how my labtop is out at the moment and I dont have the money to pay to get it fix so I have to wait and use this desktop but hey im not knocking it but it would be great if I could just take my labtop everywhere with me and if I think of something i can just type it down you know! but on well im pretty sure it has a virus and well thats $80 so it will just be sitting on its little table until I get the money to give away to fix ahh I so wish I can find a job
so with that on to my next topic JOBS i tell you they are a needle in a hay stack you find one you want and then it just like goes away like damn it took me weeks or months to find you and then WAM ur gone...for someone who was dumb and dropped out of school and hasnt worked many jobs in the past it sucks its like they want someone but when you go for the interveiw they say well ill call you i have blah blah blah i mean come on I need a job you need someone so please give me a chance they act like you are asking for new house and they are trying to deside if u can afford the house payments i mean come on if im there that means I need a job I dont see why the offer those questions on there online apps
I seems like they are just there to judge you on what kind of person you are, AHH idk its just alot to take it at the moment, they dont understand
and everyone is like well you dont have a job so i cant help you well hell dont u think I want a job,
thats what is mostly stressing me out!
ok so on to the next
Im trying to get my ged but I cant seem for the life of me make the time to get on there, hince why I havent made a video or even wrote a blog, I started this blog so I can get my thoughts out but guess im going to have to try harder...to make this work!
oh well i have a few videos that I want to make so i guess I better get to the and get to my school work also then I have to clean house and make dinner! ugh this is my day to day its always the same never changed! im hoping I can get a webcam so I can start making videos easier but im not settleing for a busted cam I want one thats desent you know!
ok well im really gone now..see you guys 2morrow
