Ok so there is 3 days til christmas WHAT i mean its flu by SOOO fast, its just like a week ago was thanksgiving....its crazy how time goes by SO fast and its feels like you were sleeping and wake up 2 months later and wonder where it went...
So things are going good here, I posted a video well make that 2 videos on youtube, Im happy that I got to, I plan on makeing more, its nice to interact with other people, so that you can get their views on things, I feel that if you talk to family or friends they just suger coat things to make you feel better, and its nice to meet others who like the same things or feel the same way about things as you do,
So christmas is in a few days really im not ready for it, things just wasnt great this year job wise, my husband just hasnt got much work so I didnt get to go christmas shopping this yr you know in my family it makes me feel bad bc they have money to do things, and buy everyone something, I just dont feel like going anywhere, I dont have money like they do...and it feels like to me that they show off like they are better, you know I already feel like crap bc of it I dont need to feel worse,
Its not like I choose not to buy its that I cant, if I did then I would not be able to pay my bills, its not FAIR but nothing I can do about it I guess...I just dont like having to feel like crap bc i cant buy anyone nothing, im suppose to go to my grandmas house on the 24th I dont think im going
You know christmas is about family and the lord and I think people have just lost the REAL meaning, they think its all about shopping and spending money and going broke so that you are paying for those things that you put on your credit cards the whole new year, while it might be nice to see all those smiling faces but sometimes u should look behind it to see the frowning ones....its just not fair it really anit...this is the frist yr I cant do anything and I just feel like crap...see my husband has not got to work this week either it iced over the weekend and there was still some left over so no work today...and also bc it was below 20 degrees so we are guessing no work for 2morrow either and wedesday as well so that means nothing bc christmas is thursday and friday and then the weekend which he dont work so he want be going back to work til monday next week...which just sucks so that mean no money this week but ugh whatever...im just so over it...well I guess thats all i have to talk about now, I dont want to worry no more about anything...
Until next time....
Monday, December 21, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
So Today!
So today im going to and mean it im going to make a video, you know i dont understand why its so hard for me to even make one...i just dont understand what takes up my time, you know I could just be lazy yeah thats it im lazy LOL!!
Im hoping to get one up today by the evening, hoping to be uploading it while cooking dinner! I will probley start a new blog with things I cook, I have been reading cooking vlogs on here and would like to try my hand at a few! I know how to cook alot of things sometimes I just sit in the kitchen and think of ideas and just throw it together, but most of the time I think of easy way like ok ill go online and look up something that I want to make and then start taking out things and adding my own, bc not every state has the same products,
you know another thing stopping me from making videos is cleaning I do alot of that everyday im cleaning or doing something! but you wouldnt think that by my room lol its always a mess idk but I was thinking of redoing it, my room is so small tho and i share it with my husband and it suppose to be the master bedroom ugh but its so small! so anyway I thought since I clean alot and know ALOT of things about cleaning, I would add that to my video channel, I could help other people with cleaning problems or ideas
Im just not that into makeup anymore i mean dont get me wrong I LOVE it and im still addicted but since my husband is the only one working I cant go out and by makeup everyday or week so ive been thinking of making the best of it, I dont want to get rid my my channel and I was thinking about making a new one but that is in the back of my mind right now im going to post it on my makeup channel and if things dont go good on there then i will think about making another youtube channel not sure just thinking
im also hoping when i get this blogging thing figured out I will be able to stay on topic like most bloggers do, like only talk about one thing a day or in each blog...im just now getting the hang of it I had a blog b4 and it wasnt a very good blog I just didnt have anything to talk about but now that im starting to think while im doing the dishes or vaccuming or washing clothes i just think about what I want to talk to you guys about or what I want to make a video about, Im hoping to get all my cleaning done today so that I can make a video,
the big problem is when my husband comes up im with him until we go to bed...i might have to start doing the videos while he is sleeping or something, you know its really hard when u have 3 other people in the house while you are trying to do them, you are scared or dont want to speak out where they can hear you,
my husband of course knows that I make the videos but I just dont like to do it in front of him, im sure you can relate...
ok so from here on out im going to start my cooking blog ill post it in a post so you can check it out I already have my first post! so look out for that...
thanks for listening to me ramble about nothing LOL
Im hoping to get one up today by the evening, hoping to be uploading it while cooking dinner! I will probley start a new blog with things I cook, I have been reading cooking vlogs on here and would like to try my hand at a few! I know how to cook alot of things sometimes I just sit in the kitchen and think of ideas and just throw it together, but most of the time I think of easy way like ok ill go online and look up something that I want to make and then start taking out things and adding my own, bc not every state has the same products,
you know another thing stopping me from making videos is cleaning I do alot of that everyday im cleaning or doing something! but you wouldnt think that by my room lol its always a mess idk but I was thinking of redoing it, my room is so small tho and i share it with my husband and it suppose to be the master bedroom ugh but its so small! so anyway I thought since I clean alot and know ALOT of things about cleaning, I would add that to my video channel, I could help other people with cleaning problems or ideas
Im just not that into makeup anymore i mean dont get me wrong I LOVE it and im still addicted but since my husband is the only one working I cant go out and by makeup everyday or week so ive been thinking of making the best of it, I dont want to get rid my my channel and I was thinking about making a new one but that is in the back of my mind right now im going to post it on my makeup channel and if things dont go good on there then i will think about making another youtube channel not sure just thinking
im also hoping when i get this blogging thing figured out I will be able to stay on topic like most bloggers do, like only talk about one thing a day or in each blog...im just now getting the hang of it I had a blog b4 and it wasnt a very good blog I just didnt have anything to talk about but now that im starting to think while im doing the dishes or vaccuming or washing clothes i just think about what I want to talk to you guys about or what I want to make a video about, Im hoping to get all my cleaning done today so that I can make a video,
the big problem is when my husband comes up im with him until we go to bed...i might have to start doing the videos while he is sleeping or something, you know its really hard when u have 3 other people in the house while you are trying to do them, you are scared or dont want to speak out where they can hear you,
my husband of course knows that I make the videos but I just dont like to do it in front of him, im sure you can relate...
ok so from here on out im going to start my cooking blog ill post it in a post so you can check it out I already have my first post! so look out for that...
thanks for listening to me ramble about nothing LOL
Monday, December 7, 2009
UGH
I can never do what I plan to do!
I planned on making a video and posted it 2night but yet again I had a bunch of things to do 1st I had to clean my house lay something out for dinner, then I had to get ready go with my mother to pay my light bill THEN we stopped by verzion where I got me a new phone, I have always had a camera phone and it SUCKS that I dont ugh but Im going to work my way up I guess, anyway after that I came home and started cooking while dinner was cooking I was going to make that video well yet again something knocked me out of it, I started messing with my new phone like a kid in the candy store, well 1st i set the ringtone that I liked then I started adding the numbers from my old phone to it, then i was playing around ugh idk but then i got side tracked and supper was done so i had to eat!!! then after that I had to clean the kitchen then my show was on so i paused it and took a shower dried my hair then started watching my show ugh and 2morrow my best friend is having her baby so ill be there with her most of the day OMG and then!!!!!!! wedesday I have to take my grandma to the store SO MAYBE just MAYBE I can make a video either wedesday night or thursday eveining! and now im TIRED wow seeing it on here as i type make it look like a lot but its good i like staying busy I just want to make a video for you guys im ready to come back and chat it up! lol
SO I hope things are slower wedesday idk i might just record one 2morrow night im so tired right now im not going to be able to record it now, I just wanted to post a blog letting u guys know ok dokie im done to bed talk to you guys 2morrow!!!
I planned on making a video and posted it 2night but yet again I had a bunch of things to do 1st I had to clean my house lay something out for dinner, then I had to get ready go with my mother to pay my light bill THEN we stopped by verzion where I got me a new phone, I have always had a camera phone and it SUCKS that I dont ugh but Im going to work my way up I guess, anyway after that I came home and started cooking while dinner was cooking I was going to make that video well yet again something knocked me out of it, I started messing with my new phone like a kid in the candy store, well 1st i set the ringtone that I liked then I started adding the numbers from my old phone to it, then i was playing around ugh idk but then i got side tracked and supper was done so i had to eat!!! then after that I had to clean the kitchen then my show was on so i paused it and took a shower dried my hair then started watching my show ugh and 2morrow my best friend is having her baby so ill be there with her most of the day OMG and then!!!!!!! wedesday I have to take my grandma to the store SO MAYBE just MAYBE I can make a video either wedesday night or thursday eveining! and now im TIRED wow seeing it on here as i type make it look like a lot but its good i like staying busy I just want to make a video for you guys im ready to come back and chat it up! lol
SO I hope things are slower wedesday idk i might just record one 2morrow night im so tired right now im not going to be able to record it now, I just wanted to post a blog letting u guys know ok dokie im done to bed talk to you guys 2morrow!!!
Sunday, December 6, 2009
New change
Hey everybodie
So I know its been awhile since i posted a blog or a video on youtube well thats about to change I just needed some time to think about what I wanted to talk about and share with you guys SO in the next coming days I will be posting videos on youtube here are a few videos that I already plan on coming out with
My new intro/im back video
a few hair style videos
a christmas makeup video like the makeup ill be wearing on chirstmas
and a new change that will come is that im going to be vlogging there now so i will have a vlog up coming soon i will talk more about that in my new intro/im back video, Im just not that much into makeup right now i guess you can say I hit a spot but I have not been wearing it much either and when I do its just everyday type of stuff so YEAH! im exicted to be coming back and look forward to making them so you are going to see a way new way im going to start making videos im also going to just start winging them also so im not going to keep recording them over and over just to get it right im just going to wing it and post it
bc its my channel and I should not have to worry about being perfect! but anyway
im also going to try and keep this updated with the things that go on in my life bc I just dont have no one to talk to except my hubby and i only can tell him so much you know...so look for that also i will prob put them in a video too but just dont know, i need a way to vent and ive thought about this and just think its the best way
so if you have any requests you can just message me here OR on youtube or you can just email me
Kellym28081@yahoo.com
my 1st video will be on monday 12/07/09 so look for that YAY glad to be back
So I know its been awhile since i posted a blog or a video on youtube well thats about to change I just needed some time to think about what I wanted to talk about and share with you guys SO in the next coming days I will be posting videos on youtube here are a few videos that I already plan on coming out with
My new intro/im back video
a few hair style videos
a christmas makeup video like the makeup ill be wearing on chirstmas
and a new change that will come is that im going to be vlogging there now so i will have a vlog up coming soon i will talk more about that in my new intro/im back video, Im just not that much into makeup right now i guess you can say I hit a spot but I have not been wearing it much either and when I do its just everyday type of stuff so YEAH! im exicted to be coming back and look forward to making them so you are going to see a way new way im going to start making videos im also going to just start winging them also so im not going to keep recording them over and over just to get it right im just going to wing it and post it
bc its my channel and I should not have to worry about being perfect! but anyway
im also going to try and keep this updated with the things that go on in my life bc I just dont have no one to talk to except my hubby and i only can tell him so much you know...so look for that also i will prob put them in a video too but just dont know, i need a way to vent and ive thought about this and just think its the best way
so if you have any requests you can just message me here OR on youtube or you can just email me
Kellym28081@yahoo.com
my 1st video will be on monday 12/07/09 so look for that YAY glad to be back
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