Dec 21 2009

Ok so there is 3 days til christmas WHAT i mean its flu by SOOO fast, its just like a week ago was thanksgiving....its crazy how time goes by SO fast and its feels like you were sleeping and wake up 2 months later and wonder where it went...

So things are going good here, I posted a video well make that 2 videos on youtube, Im happy that I got to, I plan on makeing more, its nice to interact with other people, so that you can get their views on things, I feel that if you talk to family or friends they just suger coat things to make you feel better, and its nice to meet others who like the same things or feel the same way about things as you do,

So christmas is in a few days really im not ready for it, things just wasnt great this year job wise, my husband just hasnt got much work so I didnt get to go christmas shopping this  yr you know in my family it makes me feel bad bc they have money to do things, and buy everyone something, I just dont feel like going anywhere, I dont have money like they do...and it feels like to me that they show off like they are better, you know I already feel like crap bc of it I dont need to feel worse,
Its not like I choose not to buy its that I cant, if I did then I would not be able to pay my bills, its not FAIR but nothing I can do about it I guess...I just dont like having to feel like crap bc i cant buy anyone nothing, im suppose to go to my grandmas house on the 24th I dont think im going
You know christmas is about family and the lord and I think people have just lost the REAL meaning, they think its all about shopping and spending money and going broke so that you are paying for those things that you put on your credit cards the whole new year, while it might be nice to see all those smiling faces but sometimes u should look behind it to see the frowning ones....its just not fair it really anit...this is the frist yr I cant do anything and I just feel like crap...see my husband has not got to work this week either it iced over the weekend and there was still some left over so no work today...and also bc it was below 20 degrees so we are guessing no work for 2morrow either and wedesday as well so that means nothing bc christmas is thursday and friday and then the weekend which he dont work so he want be going back to work til monday next week...which just sucks so that mean no money this week but ugh whatever...im just so over it...well I guess thats all i have to talk about now, I dont want to worry no more about anything...

Until next time....

So Today!

So today im going to and mean it im going to make a video, you know i dont understand why its so hard for me to even make one...i just dont understand what takes up my time, you know I could just be lazy yeah thats it im lazy LOL!!

Im hoping to get one up today by the evening, hoping to be uploading it while cooking dinner! I will probley start a new blog with things I cook, I have been reading cooking vlogs on here and would like to try my hand at a few! I know how to cook alot of things sometimes I just sit in the kitchen and think of ideas and just throw it together, but most of the time I think of easy way like ok ill go online and look up something that I want to make and then start taking out things and adding my own, bc not every state has the same products,

you know another thing stopping me from making videos is cleaning I do alot of that everyday im cleaning or doing something! but you wouldnt think that by my room lol its always a mess idk but I was thinking of redoing it, my room is so small tho and i share it with my husband and it suppose to be the master bedroom ugh but its so small! so anyway I thought since I clean alot and know ALOT of things about cleaning, I would add that to my video channel, I could help other people with cleaning problems or ideas

Im just not that into makeup anymore i mean dont get me wrong I LOVE it and im still addicted but since my husband is the only one working I cant go out and by makeup everyday or week so ive been thinking of making the best of it, I dont want to get rid my my channel and I was thinking about making a new one but that is in the back of my mind right now im going to post it on my makeup channel and if things dont go good on there then i will think about making another youtube channel not sure just thinking

im also hoping when i get this blogging thing figured out I will be able to stay on topic like most bloggers do, like only talk about one thing a day or in each blog...im just now getting the hang of it I had a blog b4 and it wasnt a very good blog I just didnt have anything to talk about but now that im starting to think while im doing the dishes or vaccuming or washing clothes i just think about what I want to talk to you guys about or what I want to make a video about, Im hoping to get all my cleaning done today so that I can make a video,
the big problem is when my husband comes up im with him until we go to bed...i might have to start doing the videos while he is sleeping or something, you know its really hard when u have 3 other people in the house while you are trying to do them, you are scared or dont want to speak out where they can hear you,
my husband of course knows that I make the videos but I just dont like to do it in front of him, im sure you can relate...

ok so from here on out im going to start my cooking blog ill post it in a post so you can check it out I already have my first post! so look out for that...

thanks for listening to me ramble about nothing LOL

UGH

I can never do what I plan to do!

I planned on making a video and posted it 2night but yet again I had a bunch of things to do 1st I had to clean my house lay something out for dinner, then I had to get ready go with my mother to pay my light bill THEN we stopped by verzion where I got me a new phone, I have always had a camera phone and it SUCKS that I dont ugh but Im going to work my way up I guess, anyway after that I came home and started cooking while dinner was cooking I was going to make that video well yet again something knocked me out of it, I started messing with my new phone like a kid in the candy store, well 1st i set the ringtone that I liked then I started adding the numbers from my old phone to it, then i was playing around ugh idk but then i got side tracked and supper was done so i had to eat!!! then after that I had to clean the kitchen then my show was on so i paused it and took a shower dried my hair then started watching my show ugh and 2morrow my best friend is having her baby so ill be there with her most of the day OMG and then!!!!!!! wedesday I have to take my grandma to the store SO MAYBE just MAYBE I can make a video either wedesday night or thursday eveining! and now im TIRED wow seeing it on here as i type make it look like a lot but its good i like staying busy I just want to make a video for you guys im ready to come back and chat it up! lol

SO I hope things are slower wedesday idk i might just record one 2morrow night im so tired right now im not going to be able to record it now, I just wanted to post a blog letting u guys know ok dokie im done to bed talk to you guys 2morrow!!!

New change

Hey everybodie

So I know its been awhile since i posted a blog or a video on youtube well thats about to change I just needed some time to think about what I wanted to talk about and share with you guys SO in the next coming days I will be posting videos on youtube here are a few videos that I already plan on coming out with

My new intro/im back video
a few hair style videos
a christmas makeup video like the makeup ill be wearing on chirstmas

and a new change that will come is that im going to be vlogging there now so i will have a vlog up coming soon i will talk more about that in my new intro/im back video, Im just not that much into makeup right now i guess you can say I hit a spot but I have not been wearing it much either and when I do its just everyday type of stuff so YEAH! im exicted to be coming back and look forward to making them so you are going to see a way new way im going to start making videos im also going to just start winging them also so im not going to keep recording them over and over just to get it right im just going to wing it and post it
bc its my channel and I should not have to worry about being perfect! but anyway

im also going to try and keep this updated with the things that go on in my life bc I just dont have no one to talk to except my hubby and i only can tell him so much you know...so look for that also i will prob put them in a video too but just dont know, i need a way to vent and ive thought about this and just think its the best way

so if you have any requests you can just message me here OR on youtube or you can just email me
Kellym28081@yahoo.com

my 1st video will be on monday 12/07/09 so look for that YAY glad to be back

What is up with MEN!

So what is up with me?

They like to leave you at home alone for hrs at a time, and think when they come home you are suppose to be kissing their feet and have supper on the table!

well if you would be home at a desent hr or when you told me u were coming then I would have fixed u something....

ALSO they think they can do whatever and then come home and u will give them some... well not this white girl!

I use to give into my husband when were dating but see you have them when you are married once ur married they anit going nowhere belive that they probley say Im leaving or whatever but they want they are just talking crap bc if they wanted to leave they wouldnt have married you!

dont let them fool you!

another thing they do well some of them but all of them do it at some point!

like when you are in bed ready to go to sleep or sitting at the computer relaxing after a long day and they call you to go to the store or they need something and they are just bugging the CRAP out of u til u do it

and they think u should just get up and take them ugh thats not fair to you!

well here today im stopping ALL!!!! of that im not doing that anymore now i know ur suppose to help ur husband and be there for him but shit he takes advantage... so idk where I was going with all this but im just so fed up with men thinking they can treat us anyway they want and we listen

well this girl is TIRED and i mean TIRED so change is coming and here to stay

ill tell yall some storys about us in the next blog and belive me they some crazy ones

Ok well im off here for now its 11:15pm here going to bed!

Peanut butter and Jelly and others

OK

SO I love me some peanut butter and jelly sandwiches OMG!!!! do I

but it HAS to HAS to be the one that is mixed together u know the ones that are like striped in the jar.....I'm so mad that I cant find a picture I hope u know what I'm talking about but that's the only one I want

I feel that well if u put peanut butter on one side of the bread and then on the other jelly um well i don't think its the same to me....

idk maybe its just me! but I don't think its the same, Peanut butter and jelly sandwiches are the BEST i could probley live on them




OK ALSO I CANT live out my MAC and CHEESE NOT!!!! that cheap shit either it has to be Kraft some unnamed brand foods I can handle but mac and cheese it has to be Kraft!
I like to add ham or hot dogs to it sometimes too...






Another fave meal would have to be meatloaf maybe one day I will make a video on my YouTube channel making my meatloaf

SORRY NO PIC OF CABBAGE EVERY PIC THEY HAD MADE IT LOOK NASTY!!!
NOT LIKE GMA MAKES IT!
oh man and I love cabbage and sausage too but dont eat much of that!
Funny story about the cabbage and sausage
when I was younger my dad (whom I dont speak too any more bc of person reasons that I might write about soon) he use to make i EVERY SUNDAY bc that is race day you know! ugh couldnt stand the stuff so with many years feeding it to the dog!!
so when my mom and him desided they didnt like each other nomore I didnt have to eat that stuff ever again
so many more years down the rd after i moved out of my moms house and got married my grandma which who comes around ALOT now made it one day she said do u like cabbage i said EWWWWWWW NO!!!! and it brought back bad memories...she said well u will like it when I make it so she made supper at my house that night and asked me to take it and I was like WHAT thats cabbage NO!!! it cant be so something she done to it idk

At first I thought hum she is giving me something else but nope in fact she gave me cabbage idk but now i think about it cabbage is good for you I like it raw in this mexican dish I make called pazole omg i love that stuff I might make that one day too its REALLY easy there all kinds of ways to make it! but I only know one





oh MAN and last but not least I LOVE!!!!! hot dogs oh man when the summer comes around I just love them hot dogs I like sitting outside while my hubby grills some on the grill and enjoying the summer to bad its about over oh well it dont have to be summer to have hot dogs u can either grill them up on ur home griddle or just boil them in water I think putting them on the gas grill is way better but if i had the choice of griddle or boiling them i would so boil them they are way better than griddle for weight reasons but if u anit watching the belt then griddle them up....i like the grill marks it makes it look like they are done on the grill outside lol!!!





ok so my LAST!!! fave meal is enchiladas Oh MAN!!! i love those Mexican is my FAV thing EVER!!!
it could be that im married to a mexican that has something to do with it but hey its good food well if you eat it made right...everytime we are going out to eat he will say what u want to eat and ill tell him MEXICAN!!!!!! YUMMMM I love mexican i just cant say it enough! there is alot of things i love and im starting to get into hot foods....like the other day I was craving something hot, i told hubby...


ME: hubby I want something hot! well not to hot just enough to know that its hot lol
HUBBY: WHAT you want something hot um Okkee
ME: so what are we going to fix?
HUBBY:Lets make chilie con pollo
ME: OK

mind u the chilies were not that hot he only gets me the spicy stuff nothing super hot!
he made some stuff one day with those and it was HOT!!! i could not handle it!
well thats all i can think of at the moment please belive I will be making another blog talking about my fave foods

so until 2morrow see ya on that flip side!!! :)

OK!

So yeah I know its been a long bit!

My frist post was in july the last day at that...and here it is already September!

WHOA!!! this month has SUCKED!!! I have alot of things going on and they just seem to be getting worse!

but its ok im getting through it...

right now im not into much of anything I just watch tv and taking care of me and my house!

REALLY there is nothing to do!

So this video is just a update of things going on

Life is just crazy!!! see here where I live there is not much jobs and right now I REALLY need one alot of places are not hiring bc they have NO!! buss and that is sad!

idk but I just wish someone could call me!

ANYWAY on a better note!

I was sitting here one day writing my cousin who is in jail and my husband said why do you have to have music on just to write a letter and I said well it getting me thinking and it REALLY does! without music I cant think right!

Right now im really into spainsh music idk what it is about that type of music but it just gets me going!

I like alot of diffrent kinds of music and people hate on the type of music u like what does it matter what they say You anit telling them what to listen too!

idk ever since I got with my husband I just like spainsh is there something wrong with that um I think NOT!!!

its not up to them what I like im my own person and can listen to what I want UGH!!! that just drives me insane!

Im getting use to writing in this blog so if i just to diffrent things just let me know if u dont understand and please remember im working on it!

Well this is the end seen yall manana!!!

Hey Guys

Hey everyone

this is my blog I had another one but desided to change to here

like I said change is on my channel thats what im going to be doing

SOOOO

I made this blog for things that are in my videos or will be in my videos

and anything else i want to post about so feel free to let me know of anything you want

to see and ill add it to the list

I hope to hear from everyone soon

I will be making a video starting sunday so look for that!

YAY im so excited to be starting over and making a change so that

I can help others so YAYYYY!!!

I will post a video SOON

letting you know the places where you can also contact me!

so look for that also

and thanks to everyone!

cant wait to get started

until next time!